Tuesday 19 November 2013

the grand deception and the unobvious obvious solution

this is getting trickier and trickier to explain….the deeper you go, the more consciousness expands….how do you describe a home planet where it is so vastly different energetically, operating from an entirely different function, where the human language could not begin to describe it, words cannot and will never describe the feeling of knowing of the truth…
so once again is born the great contradiction! we say one thing in this realm to vaguely attempt to describe a feeling that is untouched and doesn't belong on this surface dwelling scrambled egg…and appear to perform a task or action completely contrary to the feeble, shallow mind driven attempt to explain the unknown with words that reflect only the known, thus inevitably missing the truth and being grossly out of context….
despite the fact that  just by beginning to scratch the surface and beginning to merge with that feeling of wholeness, of truth…..a new perspective and understanding of the phantom we misconceive for ourselves becomes stupendously and laughably clear...
the pathetically outdated, trial tested and consistently failed social and moral structure become obviously a trap to keep the "I" in control….or generate enough fear to make you not want to challenge its eons old dogmatic flailings which have consistently proven to hinder growth and transcendence time and time and time again,…..
yet here we are, following more or or less the same patterns laid before us…….pretty fuckin stupid is i guess and easy yet powerful way of describing our laziness and fear of the unknown,of the truth!
that old system has to die in order for truth and love to rise above the surface and show that even amongst all the man made emotional garbage, fear, greed, blame, hatred etc, it is unaffected… it is perfection….unjudging, simple yet deeper than a bottomless river….and it has always been here! unmoving, untouched, observing this entertaining play take its finite dance, on, within, and at the same time completely unseperate from the whole that we have now discovered! discovered to be the real us! the actors in the dance, the dust the smoke n mirrors….was all laid out divinely perfect!
the ego/ false "I" begins to fall away and we become that which we have craved unconsciously to fill that never satisfied void within…the void that always knew, but was unaffected either way,
for almost a lllll of us, this simple manoeuvre does not come easy! the phantom knows you've seen him!and because his legacy is built on centuries of mentally constructed guess work fumbling its way through life after life, missing its lessons…it is domed, possibly, to rapid exposure and ultimately an emotionally painful deconstruction….
the one thing  i find very important after this incredible burning of the false, is to be aware that now without a fixed identity to check off those comfortable boxes with their predictable yet acceptable belief system…..
we are now back to our original state, an empty cup waiting to be left as empty as possible…..belief system shattered, a mixture of blissful wholeness  and fear waiting in anticipation to return with "fresh eyes" so to speak .
The problem, or lack there of. is that one finds this soul, a perfect thumbprint within the  whole, needing and wanting for nothing from the old surface level chess game it had indulged and accepted as life…its lot…
so we are reborn! we are born a pure diamond! untouched, perfection! yet we have no idea of how immensely amazing, omnipresent, omnipotent and all pervading we are! hence the extreme importance of the surface dwellers life which we are slowly moulded into and inevitably all we feel left of our truth and purity of being, is a constant empty feeling, a void that nothing on the surface can fill….
and inevitabley,
 i believe it is every humans birthright and gift from something more powerful than we can imagine…which also has unfaulting faith in us, even at our times of complete resignation and hopelessness, it props us and maintains its faith that we can pull this off and become beacons for the masses…shining examples…that in order to appreciate the light! the divine!perfection!…one must first live on the surface engrossed in the untruth, the false desire that theres somewhere to go, someone to be, someone to please, and a set of pathetic rules to live by,,,,,
once this realisation has been made, the third eye opens and sees clearly, that regardless of karmic tie to the surface, one can now be aware of this karma and begin to face it and transcend it…..
aaaaalllll of this just to return to the original state from which we began, but, with the yin born of now transparent ignorance from our time on the surface………the difficult job of undoing yourself begins.
And as the old patterns are revealed and transcended, ones integrity, ones strong moral values, begin to fall away also….this particular period, can literally feel like death,,,,because the ego, the personality, the idea that  you actually existed individually and were free from others, the centre of the universe,,,…. IS dying! and with that comes the fear of…"well if all this goes, what next??" rational fears….ofcourse non-existent though as they cannot survive without false society and some kind of integrity we had laid down as their foundation…
Sooo now we have no choice,,,never did….
"i possibly" believe that fate is stored within the human system as karma from now and dating back for as many lives as one may have had…if there is rebirth also!?
with this new awareness that you are the purity! you are everything! everything lives within you and you within it…..all i believe is left to do is to pick one of two paths. although the fate is sealed within the system, the student is now equipped with enough strength  to be constantly watching, remaining constantly aware and silent, without ever completely leaving that vastness of peace and perfection just below…..
personally i have found that the entire human population with all its spinoffs, and power drunk desire, potentially acts at random for each individual in a controlled, possibly calculated  manner, at a time when the student needs something or someone placed in their path to act in a maker that triggers this fate within through reaction, or reflection.
At this stage…which often changes, the deeper darker aspects of being brainwashed into a human karma that was not yours to burden, begin to shift quickly as each aspect has its unique catalyst thrust in front of it….forcing the karma out in the for m of blocked emotions, suppression, missed lessons and so on.
I guess if the student is pin point focused, this process would be relatively brutal, yet fast….and the reward….the realisation and physical merging back into the source from which the soul thumb print was born…unity and total bliss and untouchable peace, but now with a lifetime of yin to completely appreciate and understand the yang.you cannot know light until you know darkness…..

now….we could do this…or instantly slip back into awareness and watch and see who is watching me, the actor, the surface dweller? once there has been understanding and peace in this exercise…..we must then ask again, if this being slides back even further into the ever-present void, the all-pervading peace….then who now is watching the other entity watching the "you", the actor, on the surface, now knowing he does not and has never belonged there?
the short cut….you will have reactions to every situation…we are human…..its our ability to maintain awareness and watch the reactions for what they are until they become just a silly game…and slowly fade away on their own, creating more silence, expanding the consciousness and projecting us to becoming whole once again.
the only point i can see to this existence, apart form the petty human indulgences, is that every man woman and child holds a karmic fate within their system which needs to be transcended in order for realisation of the truth to occur naturally.
now that fate maybe set in stone….but the catalyst to trigger each response and bring it to the surface to be indulged??…studied…or simply recognised for what it is or was…and just let it go,,,it is past…it does not belong here,,,it is a distraction from the only thing that is real…the fact that you are all of this…you are that….you are one without a second…you are god and god is you.
but depending on the amount of karma within and the ability to transcend without serious mental and physical harm, will depend on the quickening and the realisation of the person.many are strong enough to take a lot on at once and just face it and burn it quickly and move to the next, being conscious the whole time of the process and intuitive of what they hold next which must also come out….

ultimately, the techniques will work eventually and lead to realisation,,,,or one who's centres are open, willing, fearless and aware may transcend their karma instantly…there are no rules….if we take out emotion…we are already there…and emotion is the one thing we built over years ourselves , and were handed from generations of god fearing , weak minded, frightful people who created their values…their integrity based on these fears.

SSSSoooooo watch yourself…your feelings or anger or hatred or love toward another being…are still yours, no one else is to blame, it is merely the karma you still hold…realise this, let it go and reclaim your inherent nature…and be. fucking.free!!!

don't search too hard…if you chase something you really desire, let it know, then turn and walk away…if your feelings are legit,,,,,,,whatever it is you want and need will cone to you instinctively, use the mind as a tool….but only a tool..as it has taken over and fooled even itself into thinking it is in control…no one is, ever was , or ever will be.
if nothing else, maybe just take a look at some things a little closer….just observe them, let them be and don't project your thought into these objects or crate fantasies….

life is perfect !….right up to the point where we think about things….full stop
G